Inanition_Mind

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    • Name: Inanition_Mind
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    • Member Since: 1/1/2009

About Me

  • Well I am a young adult I guess and I am pretty open minded on all subjects but I do have my own beliefs. Usually I don't care what people say or think now just don't try to force anything. Love to make new friends so drop a comment whenever.

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Monday, 05 January 2009

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    The Fame
    By Lady Gaga
    Poker Face
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    An Axis of Motion

    So today I am actually feeling better just thought I put that out there even though no one really reads this. Haha. Anyway so I was thinking of what I really wanted to talk about and surprisingly someone's blog gave me an idea. cryptonicle
    So if you want to you should check out her poetry.

    Anyways she was talking about Moulin Rouge the movie. So I started to think about another one of my favorite movies and that would be Fight Club movie and book. This would be because it can have such an impact if you get pass some of the violence and sex scenes. Though I know it can be a weird movie with its confusing beginning and even more confusing plot line but really don't you think that we all think like that sometimes.

    Wanting to do something but afraid it is against the norm. We all have aspirations of some sort but when they come in contact with hostility from the majority of people sometimes we shy away and fear doing it then. So really I think that Fight Club is a perfect example. Now I will say SPOILERS AHEAD so if you don't want to know what happens in that amazing book or movie do not read any further.

    Continuing on before I got interrupted by my thoughts...

    Basically when Edward Norton the main character meets his other side Tyler Durden he then begins Fight Club. The fact that it is a place just for guys puts it into perspective they most be loyal, be able to endure hardships and be able to just about anything that is asked of them. That right there is what usually makes up a man maybe not the part where they are suppose to do whatever they are asked of unless they have a controlling spouse/love one.  However though Norton does not understand what is going on Durden seems to always get the girl and strange things are happening.

    Things are turning around first with the blowing up of his loft in an apartment. Then to when he moved in with Durden who was then followed by many different men who were joining Project Mayhem shows what really is going through his mind. He wants to show the world that you really cannot go on if the 'slum of the world'. Those that are at the bottom can affect those that are at the top easily you just have to know how to do it.

    There is one problem though and Norton encounters it, that would be when the actions go to far and it could hurt more people than wanted. At this point Project Mayhem is now nationwide and they are going to attack the credit card companies because they hold all the money. (Which is pretty much true now, most definitely) Though Norton now is trying to stop Durden and when it comes down to it Durden almost takes over Norton but he figures out who really is in control by almost killing himself.

    So what is the moral of the story: Be yourself don't try and hide, but when the ideas that come from your head could hurt someone you love then it is time to reprioritize and maybe think a little bit before going through with it all. I for one am going to take that and try to be more like myself around everyone and not shy away from everything all the time.


Sunday, 04 January 2009

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    One of the Boys
    By Katy Perry
    Thinking of You
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    A Mind's Twisted Game

    Everyone's perception on beauty is different and therefore there is no perfect because perfection can't be reached. Though there are stereotypical images of what beauty is and that is what people try to achieve. Now I am not going to lie I am thin by natural causes but I do not think I am beautiful I actually wish to be fatter. Many would think this is selfish and I should not talk because I have a perfect body. That is not true. Lets take a peek into what it is like to be stuck as a thin person by natural causes.
    1. Body Type:
    For most women and girls there are two things guys like the most the butt and the breasts but when you are naturally thin you don't really get a choice and get those so your self-confidence can be low. You don't fit in when all the other girls are going through different stages with their bodies. My body does not look like a seventeen girl going on eighteen it is more like a twelve or thirteen year old girl. I get looked down on and I don't fit in. So overall when you do not have much fat naturally it can be hard. There are many cases when my body could not do certain things. When I get into a pool and if it is too cold I can easily get hypothermia. If I was stuck in a cave with no food then I would die first because when you body starts to break down it first attacks your fat to give you food for me it would just eat me alive. So you see being thin is not all that great. 
    2. Mentality
    Ever since I was little I got nicknames such as 'stick', 'daddy longlegs', 'anorxic' and to tell you the truth it hurt. I was bullied but I think everyone has been in some way whether it is at school or home. Though I was bullied because I had the 'idea body' but many people didn't understand. When I heard what people said behind my back I became smaller and smaller I started to look at myself in disgust and only say garbage. It went on for some years and then I was labeled the 'freak' my social abilities went down rather low and I began not to talk to almost anyone. Friends weren't something I wanted because they would stab me in the back. I had fellow students going up to the teachers and telling them that I needed help as I was so thin. I would always get really embarssed and the teacher would just shake their head. I wasn't anorixic or bulemic I am just thin. So in my mind I always thought I was disgusting and sometime it comes back again but I have grown.
    3. Image
    So really all those models I very rarely find them beautiful unless they are healthy looking. I envy those that have curves because I will never be able to achieve that look. No matter what I do I can't be beautiful in that way so I have to deal with being a stick. I hear people saying "I want to be thin." and when I hear that I sometimes will confront them and ask if they want to be this thin and look many years younger so that you are looked down upon, while not ever being able to fit in with your peers. Now their answer is no but some, those that are too obssessed with images, still say yes. I have gotten more fat on me seeing as before I would have been a perfect study for the bones in the body. People can count my ribs, see the some of the bones in my arms and shoulders but I am trying to change that and I have succeded somewhat.

    So take it from a girl that has always been thin it isn't fun really. You should just be happy that you have the option of being medium, thin or fat. If you really wanted to you could probably achieve any of these. I can't. I can ice cream all day and not gain much. So you see it really isn't worth being this thin when all it does is bring misery.

Saturday, 03 January 2009

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    In the End
    By Linkin Park
    In the End
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    As the New Years Begins

    It is ironic that my new years resolution should be completely destroyed so soon. My health is plumiting again and I am sick so before the school year starts up again I might already be sick. Though I am hoping that if I am optimistic that it might go away sooner. And to say I was trying so hard to keep my health up that I went on a bike ride which just made me feel worse. Oh well that is life and I am hoping that I will just get better and be able to finish my art piece before school starts again. Night I am off to bed to get better!

Friday, 02 January 2009

  • What is one thing you want to accomplish during the new year?

    To become happier in many ways and see if I can help more people while just being myself.

       

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    We Are Pilots
    By Shiny Toy Guns
    Rainy Monday
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    I Don't Mind

    This year 2009 is just now beginning and all ready I am so ready for it to get exciting. I don't know why but I truly hope this year will be one of my best to come. Already things are a little bit better for me one I am happy, I am going places, and I haven't stop looking at how to make things better for me. So since it is all the craze my New Year's Resolutions are to just to view the world a little bit happier and to be happier so that I don't get sick all the time. So all in all this year will require a lot of work out of myself just to make myself happier. So I guess that should start pretty soon. I have so many goals that I am hoping to achieve relatively soon. Like starting yoga, becoming prettier/healthy inside and out, start actually exercising, getting my posture better, and not getting sick! So that is a lot but I shall achieve it!

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